Rejoice

I am usually pretty joyful and positive, but this morning I just could not shake the feeling of not really frustration or sadness, just not joyful.  I often use the morning drive into work to listen to the silence, pray for the day, and thank God for His marvelous works.  This morning it was just a different feeling.  Of course Lana and babies are always near the front of my thoughts and it got me to thinking "why do some have no problem having a baby while others struggle for years, have to go through fertility treatments, have miscarriages, or can't have a baby at all".  It was just really weighing on my heart this morning. 

I have several dear friends that know that struggle all too well.  I am thankful that some of those are my best friends.  I know I can lean on them and they know they can lean on me too.  I seriously don't know what I would do without those girls in my life.  I am so beyond thankful for them. 

Okay, back to the morning drive.  I was just feeling a little down today.  When I get into work, I will usually have my cup of coffee (with lots of cream and sugar!) and check to see if there are any blog updates for blogs I follow.  This morning on Kelly's Korner, a blog I have been following for a while, she had Romans 5:3-5 posted.  It was just what I needed to hear.  Funny how God works through us! 

We also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.  And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

After reading Romans 5:3-5 several times and thinking on it, my boss came in with some bad news.  A co-worker son was killed last night in a car accident.  He was a senior in high school.  Hearing something like this and reflecting on everything else, it sure puts my frustration or lack of joy into perspective.  God is molding each of us, our character and teaching us hope in His own way. 

So for today, I will rejoice!