Graduation

I know that is going to be totally scatter-brained and random thoughts, but it is just what is going though my head right now.

I got to walk at graduation this morning. After last night, it was a little rough. I had not told anyone but Jayson yet and was pretty emotional throughout the morning. I got through it.

Now I only wish, it was really the end to this journey of school. I will be done soon though. I don't know what I would do without my family's support. When I say family it is not only my family but the family I have married into. I am blessed.

Jayson and I went to eat at McAlister's Deli and he is so understanding. He is not even much of a talker, but we talked about this morning and it made me feel much better. He is great at giving advice and taking things one step at a time.

I told my mom and mother in law this afternoon. I will say that I have an amazing family and husband to support me through this. It turns out that my mother in-law had a miscarriage too on Mother's Day weekend. Then the following July is when she got pregnant with Jayson. It gave me hope today when I really needed it.

I read a little this morning on miscarriages especially early in the pregnancy. Usually the earlier they happen, the more quickly your body returns to its normal cycle and there is usually no reason to wait to start trying again. We go to the doctor on Monday, so although it is not the appointment we were expecting, hopefully we can get some more answers.